Thank You

he's doing the 
exact same thing 

he always does

avoiding

ignoring

staying away

hiding

being strong

so, any notion that he should be 

"doing something" to "win me back" 

and i must not be "worth it" 

is totally ridiculous

i feel silly and playful

with this game

sure, my lower self is 
a little disappointed 
not to hear from him

but my higher 
and fuller 
and truer self 
is quite content 

that for whatever reason 
(it really makes no 
difference what the reason is)

he is leaving me alone

i am grateful

for every day

and sad 

just a touch

because letting go

is a little sad

and shifting my 

thoughts about him

is working

but sad

just a touch

and i kick some

into fear gear

thinking, what if this really works?

which makes me know

that i think it really can work

and then i breathe easy

and think sweetly

that this time it might really work

one step 

at a time

every day i do not contact him

every day he does not contact me

makes it even more likely

that this will work

and as i think of what might of happened

really think about it

physically what might have happened

i can sigh a sigh of relief

and thank the universe that i 

some how 

some how

some miraculous way how

made it here

and out

thank you universe

thank you thank you thank you

and thank you higher self

for loving yourself