Bright-eyed

I feel so bright-eyed

and clear-eyed

and sober

i feel so light and joyous and happy

without you

i feel so solid and unpretentious and lovely and permanent

and free

and full

i feel so good

i need to put this in strong and solid writing

cause i will be tested

be not be fooled

you will be tested

be ready

and don't do anything that will hasten that 

don't do anything out of fear

nothing

you can do it

visualize yourself again 

and again and again

prepare yourself

and remember how light and lovely and beautiful and good you feel

remember who you are

let your authentic true self burst forth and this will be your greatest pleasure

and will protect you from your false self and all its sniveling and whining and whimpering and fit throwing

the longer it goes 

the better chance you have

of rising rising rising

into your most fully and most true self

thank the universe in advance for every day you get

because every day you get secures your escape

thank you universe