Most of the wordy posts on this blog are from the email journal I kept during my years with the narc. I am now narc-free. The dates of the journal entries don't matter much, because the only things I wrote about were: 1. How crazy I felt and/or 2. How I was going to make this work. I left him so many times, I lost track. This time is for good, though. I know too much. I am keeping this blog for my own healing and processing, but I welcome you here with open arms. If you have been abused by a narcissist, I hope you are on your way out and find solidarity here.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Burned

i just feel burned.
like i'm the least of.

that i'm just some stupid, 
risky, indulgent 
thing
just another thing
that 
is

to be pondered
weighed against
the risk

like why
like what

like maybe not

i donno
just feeling 
extremely fragile
at the moment
11/18/10


No comments:

Post a Comment