Most of the wordy posts on this blog are from the email journal I kept during my years with the narc. I am now narc-free. The dates of the journal entries don't matter much, because the only things I wrote about were: 1. How crazy I felt and/or 2. How I was going to make this work. I left him so many times, I lost track. This time is for good, though. I know too much. I am keeping this blog for my own healing and processing, but I welcome you here with open arms. If you have been abused by a narcissist, I hope you are on your way out and find solidarity here.

Friday, June 27, 2014

I Feel Used

i feel used
and useless
and tossed aside
and unimportant

i feel awful

i feel tossed aside
like a bother
worse than a bother
whatever that is

i feel teary 
and confused
and like i want to bolt 

run and bolt

i feel miserable

funny.  did you ask 
one single question about me?
no, you did not.

not
one
single
question

i feel like running away
from you

letting you finally
drive me away

i hate you
11/04/10
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