Most of the wordy posts on this blog are from the email journal I kept during my years with the narc. I am now narc-free. The dates of the journal entries don't matter much, because the only things I wrote about were: 1. How crazy I felt and/or 2. How I was going to make this work. I left him so many times, I lost track. This time is for good, though. I know too much. I am keeping this blog for my own healing and processing, but I welcome you here with open arms. If you have been abused by a narcissist, I hope you are on your way out and find solidarity here.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Near

there's a soft sadness
i cannot deny

but no sorrow
no, i will not cry

cause the gentle
pain that i carry within

is a far cry from
what has been

and i will sign up for this
this soft gentle release

any day
any minute

i will take 
this unease

cause i know well where it's leading me
to a river of peace

breathe it in 
hold it dear

and know
that it's near

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